Thursday, May 16, 2013

o.v.e.r.w.h.e.l.m.e.d.


you never fail to overwhelm me with your love
whether it's your caring ways
or your effortless funny gaze
basta


kaya kahit emo ako na napapagalitan mo ako
i know better that that's love expressed intensely
basta.


i love you


i'm lost for words to define the happiness I felt
basta.


i love you
basta.


thank You, Lord
we may not quantify the reason
but that's the main reason
love cannot be quantified
it can only be given and received
it can only be expressed and appreciated
basta.


and I am reminded once again
to love without measure
to love more purely
to love more deeply
to love even without recompense

women. inspiration.

Today, I'm celebrating the gift of life through two of my most inspiring women...

mamu chrissy's birthday is today

and it's my boss, tita lou's birthday on Saturday

Thank you for the graces that I continue to receive through them.



Wednesday, May 15, 2013

let go. when comparing. child within.

found a new hobby...




all. forever. always. courage.

It took me some time to recognize the song.
I knew it was a 'song' because it was playing properly in my head.
But i just couldn't figure out the entirety of it.
So, I just focused on the lines that was on 'repeat' mode.

Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault


all that you are
that IS brave
but I got the courage from you
it was so innate in you
and somehow it rubbed on me

and when you replied
I love you always forever
Near and far closer together
Everywhere I will be with you
Everything I will do for you


I just found myself praying
that this will be my forever prayer
to love always and forever
to have the courage to love even when it's difficult
to have the courage to love even when it seems unlovable
to pray for always
to pray for forever
courage

I know my fears
I know my fears about forever
I know I still have to define my always

As always
I find myself settling in the thought of living it one day at a time
and believing I will get to my forever
and I will love always
courage

onward to forever and always
for all that you are
courage

Always and Forever

;)

Feels like I'm standing in a timeless dream of light mists 
Of pale amber rose
Feels like I'm lost in a deep cloud of heavenly scent touching
Discovering you.

Those days of warm rains come rushing back to me 
Miles of windless summer night air
Secret moments shared in the heat of the afternoon
Out of the stillness
Soft spoken words

Say it, say it again

I love you always forever
Near and far closer together
Everywhere I will be with you
Everything I will do for you


I love you always forever
Near and far closer together
Everywhere I will be with you
Everything I will do for you


You've got the most unbelievable blue eyes I've ever seen
You've got me almost melting away
As we lay there under blue sky with pure white stars
Exotic sweetness a magical time

Say it, say it again

Say you'll love love me forever
Never stop, never whatever 
Near and far and always 
And everywhere and everything

I love you for all that you are...


This is the whole song...
but the lines highlighted kept ringing and ringing in my head...
Again, I love YOU for all that you are.

Head Over Feet

I had no choice but to hear you
You stated your case time and again
I thought about it

You treat me like I'm a princess
I'm not used to liking that
You ask how my day was

You've already won me over in spite of me
And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault


Your love is thick and it swallowed me whole
You're so much braver than I gave you credit for
That's not lip service


You've already won me over in spite of me
And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault

You are the bearer of unconditional things
You held your breath and the door for me
Thanks for your patience

You're the best listener that I've ever met
You're my best friend
Best friend with benefits
What took me so long

I've never felt this healthy before
I've never wanted something rational
I am aware now
I am aware now

You've already won me over in spite of me
And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault

Monday, May 13, 2013

which is which...

cartwheel. seesaw. limbo. in trance. flat affect.

:D

oh, well...
get a grip.
you can do better than that...
*hugs*

do you want to leave bread crumbs behind?
or just let the trail fade by itself...

remember the day as long as you can...
and allow your memory to fail you when it can...