seeing through

thank you for seeing through the facade

thank you for seeing the little seemingly fading goodness within and watering it with your love for it to grow

thank you for knowing when to speak and when to speak more and when to shut up and simply offer love

thank you for trying your best to know the real me

thank you for fighting for me

thank you for doing everything within your means to stop me from crying

(or allowing me to just cry it all out...)

... from being mad

... from being bad

... from being sad

... from failing

... from being afraid

... from backing out

thank you for the trust

thank you for caring

thank you for loving me with your all...

i may not equate it...

i may not reciprocate it...

kaya thank you... for loving me, still

lovely July

I just realized July is heeeeeere!

:D:D:D:D:D

After talking to Mhel on the phone...

Honga pala, andami nilangmagbi-birthday sa July.

A lot of my favorite people will be celebrating their birthdays in July.

Mhel. Rhonz.Ava.Alyse.Gemai.Jessa.Irish.

indifferent

I am amazed at how a love blooms
From indifference to love...
From indifference to discovering what's common...
From indifference to sharing...
From indifference to finding joy in being together...
From indifference to caring...
From indifference to loving...

retaliate not

even when hurt, choose the difficult path...to love.

retaliate not

but respond with utmost love...

gusto niya raw ng iphone5

ako: hello, tatay!
tay: hello, anak!
ako: tay, para po'ng ang labo ng linya...putol-putol po kayo magsalita.
tay: ah, malabo ba? baka kailangan nang palitan tong cellphone ko...
ako: malinaw pala, tay! dinig na dinig po kita...malinaw po!
tay: hahahaha

pagkalipas ng ilang minutong pag-uusap...

ako: cge na po, tatay. ofc npo ako. tatawag na lang po ulit ako mamaya.
tay: cge na, anak. babay na. malinaw na ba talaga ang linya?
ako: hahahahaha! malinaw na malinaw po! iloveyou, tatay!
tay: iloveyou, anak!
#thebestangtatayko #simplengbanat 

change.fear.love.

i believe that the opposite of love is not hate, but, fear.
i also believe that our ability to love is far greater than our tendency to be afraid.
love.


And about you thinking my love will change...
YES...
It will...
because i believe
i will understand better
i will appreciate further
love.


as much as i would love to put and find meaning in everything
i also wait for each petal to slowly unfold with every drop of the morning dew
no pressure. just love.
love.


as much as i would try my best to be sensitive
i know a lot would escape me
i may not be sure with a lot of things

but at least
i can be sure with love.
love.


and let's lift up everything to Him
our perfect example when it comes to loving.
love.

o.v.e.r.w.h.e.l.m.e.d.

you never fail to overwhelm me with your love
whether it's your caring ways
or your effortless funny gaze
basta


kaya kahit emo ako na napapagalitan mo ako
i know better that that's love expressed intensely
basta.


i love you


i'm lost for words to define the happiness I felt
basta.


i love you
basta.


thank You, Lord
we may not quantify the reason
but that's the main reason
love cannot be quantified
it can only be given and received
it can only be expressed and appreciated
basta.


and I am reminded once again
to love without measure
to love more purely
to love more deeply
to love even without recompense

let go. when comparing. child within.

found a new hobby...

all. forever. always. courage.

It took me some time to recognize the song.
I knew it was a 'song' because it was playing properly in my head.
But i just couldn't figure out the entirety of it.
So, I just focused on the lines that was on 'repeat' mode.

Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault

all that you are
that IS brave
but I got the courage from you
it was so innate in you
and somehow it rubbed on me

and when you replied
I love you always forever
Near and far closer together
Everywhere I will be with you
Everything I will do for you

I just found myself praying
that this will be my forever prayer
to love always and forever
to have the courage to love even when it's difficult
to have the courage to love even when it seems unlovable
to pray for always
to pray for forever
courage

I know my fears
I know my fears about forever
I know I still have to define my always

As always
I find myself settling in the thought of living it one day at a time
and believing I will get to my forever
and I will love always
courage

onward to forever and always
for all that you are
courage

Always and Forever

;)

Feels like I'm standing in a timeless dream of light mists 
Of pale amber rose
Feels like I'm lost in a deep cloud of heavenly scent touching
Discovering you.

Those days of warm rains come rushing back to me 
Miles of windless summer night air
Secret moments shared in the heat of the afternoon
Out of the stillness
Soft spoken words

Say it, say it again

I love you always forever
Near and far closer together
Everywhere I will be with you
Everything I will do for you

I love you always forever
Near and far closer together
Everywhere I will be with you
Everything I will do for you

You've got the most unbelievable blue eyes I've ever seen
You've got me almost melting away
As we lay there under blue sky with pure white stars
Exotic sweetness a magical time

Say it, say it again

Say you'll love love me forever
Never stop, never whatever 
Near and far and always 
And everywhere and everything

I love you for all that you are...

This is the whole song...

but the lines highlighted kept ringing and ringing in my head...

Again, I love YOU for all that you are.

Head Over Feet

I had no choice but to hear you
You stated your case time and again
I thought about it

You treat me like I'm a princess
I'm not used to liking that
You ask how my day was

You've already won me over in spite of me
And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault

Your love is thick and it swallowed me whole
You're so much braver than I gave you credit for
That's not lip service

You've already won me over in spite of me
And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault

You are the bearer of unconditional things
You held your breath and the door for me
Thanks for your patience

You're the best listener that I've ever met
You're my best friend
Best friend with benefits
What took me so long

I've never felt this healthy before
I've never wanted something rational
I am aware now
I am aware now

You've already won me over in spite of me
And don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault

talk jitters

ahhhmm... what do you want me to do po? how do you want me to proceed?

scared a bit... my heart clings to you and assurance overflows. i am loved.