Wednesday, December 30, 2009

memories

"Keep what will last forever in my heart, O Lord. Remove all that is not from You as we start a New Year."



- from today's Didache...
 
On a personal note, I pray for healing of memories.  Amen.

Cycle

invite. argue. defend. make amends.argue. d.i.d.
haayyyy...
tired na ...

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

difficult

He resides in each one… even in the difficult ones. Ariel Driz






Lord, thank You for making the people around me ever-patient…even when I am difficult.


filling station

Sometimes when we feel we have too much to carry, we get drowned…
(*we feel…because most of the time, it’s just us feeling but it’s not real)


We get disoriented. We forget to gas up. To pray for sustenance. To refuel. To visit our filling station.

And then along the way, the warning sign blinks. We’re on the verge of quitting. Breaking down.


And then He makes you turn your sight to a sign. A sign that His filling station is just nearby. You grab the chance to refuel. Repentant and thankful at the same time.

Thank You, Lord for reminding me to always gas up, refuel, and always visit You in the filling station.

Gas Up

Yesterday.
From work, headed straight home.
Parked at the basement.

On my way to work this morning, noticed the fuel sign blinking.
OMG!
I’m in the middle of the highway, as in.


No gas station in sight.
Still far from my workplace.
Very far.

I prayed.
Lord, please let me reach the nearest filling station safely.
Don’t make the car stall in the middle of this highway, please.

Few kilometers before the office, saw a gas station sign.
Whew!


I paid 64 AED for the full tank…
Saw the fuel sign blinking na din before,
When I refueled, paid 55…
Pero eto…64…whew!
Empty tank indeed!

Praise You Lord for sustaining us along the way.
Thank You po.

9 hours

Slept very early last night.
830PM.
Woke up late na.
530AM.
That's 9 hours of sleep.
Hmmmm....Sarap!

Thank You Lord for the miracle of sleep.
:)

vampires

Vampire. Dreamt about vampires last night. Thought it weird kaya I googled for dream interpretations.



• If you're the vampire within the dream, it may imply leeching or feeding off the energy or life force of others.  Being dependent on others for your well-being ...

• Vampires, for most people, represent powerful and evil creatures. Dreaming about vampires suggests that the dreamer may be feeling overwhelmed in some areas of his or her life and is struggling with negative thoughts, feelings, and actions.


• Vampires, for most people, represent the dark side or evil. If you are dreaming about this creature you are most likely negotiating your negative thoughts and activities.


Someone or something that you feel wants to take advantage of you or take something from you, such as your time, energy, effort, attention, personal space, or integrity-consider who or what is trying to take from you without giving back ...


• Something is sucking the blood (passion, anger, energy) from you. Could be a particular person, event or emotion. A creature of the unconscious (dark) that is frigtening, some repressed emotion.


• A vampire, no matter how attractive, symbolizes anxiety and emotional conflicts. You may also be feeling uneasy about a decision or action you took that could be considered unethical or immoral.

hmmmmmm.....