Wednesday, April 13, 2011

scared

Matthew 12:43-45
- you scared me, huh.

talking or typing

Q   :   How many words per minute are you?
A   :   Talking or typing?  

*kulitan moments with tita millie

*erase (as translated into English)

12Apr2011

 
Na-realize mo?
Hindi masarap magpunta jan ng mag-isa
Adik ka kasi.
Ayun lang.
Gusto ko lang sabihin na adik ka.
Feeling ko naman ako ang isasama mo pagpunta mo jan?
Hindi rin.

letting it be

12Apr2011

I did it…
I politely (I think, it’s polite) told her I don’t want to discuss further
Just let it be
At least for the time being

Though I am reminded that, ‘it is never too early to love’ everyday.
I would like to think…
I am still on the road of loving myself first before anybody else.

Yallah!
*embrace to self…


I’ll conquer whatever ‘not-so-good’ feelings are coming my way.

It’s my story, not hers.
Selfish? Nah…just loving myself
So I can love better…in the near future.

Desh

12Apr2011


Was amazed at a name of a grocery store we saw along the way home yesterday.




Desh Bangla Grocery




argH! Pinag-isipan???

ticket

11April2011. 5 minutes to 1pm

Salamat po sa mga moments na ganito
There is no sleeping pill better than a clear conscience
Bago pa po ako mag-commit…nililinis niyo na po agad ang daan
You are the same yesterday, today and forever

Dati, iniisip pa lang naming sa household, sinosolusyunan mo na
Ngayon…pumapasok pa lang sa isip ko
At hinihiling ko sa iyong tulungan mo ako
Nagawan mo na ng paraan…

Salamat po…(sa tiket)

too late - too early

11April2011



“Someday, we will forget the hurt, the reason we cried, and who caused us pain.
We will finally realize that the secret of being free is not revenge, but letting things unfold in their own way and time.
After all, what matters is not the first, but the last chapter of our lives which shows how well we ran the race.”

As we approach Holy Week may we be filled with the spirit of true conversion and expectant hope.
It is never too late to change, and it is never too early to love. (Fr. Jerry Orbos – 09April2011)






When my ‘someday’ comes…


I know it’ll come soon.


Happiness and peace ahead.


:D
Dear Cheche,

One day, you'll see the various events of your life—even the most painful ones—with new eyes.
They will be like jigsaw pieces that now all fit together.
The most difficult moments of your life are the lovely shadows that now make the painting of your life utterly magnificent.
Cheche, I will turn your mourning into joy, your sorrow into dancing. That's a promise.

Promise Keeper,
God

PS. Sometimes, you don't understand, Cheche. That's okay.
I don't call you to understand. I call you to trust Me.


- forwarded to me by a very good friend

Thursday, April 7, 2011

WWUT

but do I really have to care?

again...where am I coming from?

basta alam ko hindi sincere yung ginawa niyang yun...
O, pano mo nalaman....
Siya na naman inevaluate mo...eh ikaw?

Ahmmm...Basta ayaw ko dun.
Para kasing museum...yung mga artifacts naka-display kapag nag-browse ka.
At hindi ko pala feel maging artifact.
Masakit.
Ayyyuuuuuuun!

Bakit masakit?
:-X

Parang naawa lang kaya isinama sa museum.
Done in bad taste.
Last-ditch efforts to 'repair' but things suddenly went haywire...
Where would you search for sincerity sa ganung sequence of events.

seesaw

paborito ba kita?

kasi parang paborito kitang emosyon...seesaw...

not good....

really.

HD

ilang araw na nadugo ang ilong ko
*nosebleed ka-i-English? nope.

kagabi, when I looked closer into the depths of the realm (huh?!)
I relaized me pimple...
waaahhhh...

Cha           :   Umiibig ka na ate
Che           :   Kailangan dito tumutubo
Cha           :   Nakatago... 
Che           :   Hmmm...Palihim (?)

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

My Only One

this just in...


C   :   Nood tayo ng 'I am Number Four'
J    :   Ayoko... Gusto ko I am Number One

C   :   Ah, ganun?!
         kapag Number One, me Number Two, Me Number Three
         dapat My Only One!
         (Megang-mega)
J    :    Hahahahahahahhaha!     Ate Shawie ikaw ba yan?   Hahahahhaha

3.3.11

I just want to remember the date when, finally, and officially...
I brought home a BB and declared it as mine.
Hehehehe...

Brought it home days before pero didn't really put my SIM, entered into the social network package kaya it's not counted.

On Thursday, March 3, I told our IT Guru...
I'll take it.
Even if you're calling it 'horrible'

Then, together with Chattee and Caloy...
trooped to Al Attar Center to buy new casing sana
found it expensive, 90 AED eh...
settled for the rubber protector worth 20AED
heheheh
plus privacy screen cover worth 25 AED
cheap buys, eh.


50 AED credit and enrollment procedures...
Tada!
I have my own BB na...

Happiness lang sa unexpected gift.

PLUS
the 'up' I've been promised was finally made a reality.
Mixed emotions on this one...
I remember praying for it to be delayed so it won't make me 'guilty' when I decide to leave
or make it real right away as a sign that I should stay...

Well, it came.
And I'm still undecided...
hahahahhaha... adik ako, yes!

Am still praying...
Thank you for the uncertainties for they spice up our lives, make our minds work further, and our prayers more fervent and unceasing.

'date'

Salamat sa pamimilit na panoorin namin ito, friends.
Nag-enjoy kami...hehehehe...



Thinking about it, eto ba ang first movie ko for 2011?
Hmmmm....

On Movies

can't think of a title...
past.present.future. 

all I know is...
I was so hell bent into watching this:

but instead, I ended up watching this:




and here's the proof


pero i enjoyed berimats naman...

Now...again...I am dreaming that I can watch this:

Sana!!!!!

The End.
:D


Monday, April 4, 2011

clean up

Spent half of my day cleaning up one yahoo account...
I'm outta here...I'll be spending my day into the 'real world' muna.

8-D

Tally Sheet

A lot has happened.  Proof?
The Love Showers.

Cess gave birth
Ayit gave birth
Dowa is pregnant
Arianna is pregnant (mixed emotions ang tita ninang)
Lhebby is pregnant again (I hope there'll be more years as interval)

Gina celebrated her birthday
Maid's too!
Nanay and Tatay's wedding anniversary month is March

Ate Malou didn't need an operation anymore
Kuya Arjay got a job...finally!
Kuya Joel is now in Indonesia...(my next tour destination, yes!)

LJ had a 'cool' party for her 7th birthday
Ate Maryl will be graduating from elementary (whew!)
Me award (?) daw si Kuya Biboy

Mich's baby is on her class' top 10
My Chaela too (pretty and smart just liek her mom)
Nic-nic qualified for Macuja-Elizalde Ballet Class Scholarship Grant

I have a BB! Yey!

I KNOW I missed a lot... (I'm still trying to recall everything)
dami-dami! happiness talaga.

In the face of all these blessings, I say, all praise and glory be unto Him who is the giver of all good things.  Thank You, thank You, Lord!

I wanna thank You, Lord....
For the mercy that You bring me has brought me life
For the mercy that You bring me all the time...

So I sing....so I sing...
I wanna thank You, Lord...

:)

On Criminal Minds

After Smallville and Charmed...
no other TV series 'captured' my attention big time...

Yes, I do watch C.S.I., Bones, Numbers...
I didn't get to episode 3 of Prison Break
I only saw snippets of Lost
Ahmmm...I imagined myself watching Heroes...but naah...wasn't able to follow the 'time-hopping' scenarios.
I did love the chinese guy, the blonde teenage girl, the wifey, and Sylar (handsomey!)
But that's it...

And then...drum roll, please...(dyaran!!!!)
Came...

http://www.buddytv.com/articles/criminal-minds/criminal-minds-thoughts-from-t-22473.aspx
And I realized, the Nancy Drew, Hardy Boys in me grew up...Hehehehehehe.
I loved CSI because watchin' it makes me feel like I pursued Forensic Psychology
BUT
it didn't make me long for it...(argh! the term...) like Criminal Minds did.

That I would replay each episode just so I can memorize certain dialogues or remember how they solved the case...

And knowing at the back of your mind that 'it' will end soon...just like any other TV Series...makes you feel sick, gloomy, and already projecting you'll be like you wouldn't know where to start again...

I love the whole team...I miss the two peeps who left already...and since I saw the preview, I know I'll be missing one more team member.
And I hope the spin-off, Suspect Behavior, will be just as addicting as the original...
I can go on and on and on and write about each one of them...but since I need to catch up on catching up...(heheheh). I'll muster enough strength to stop here. :D

*The fact that after almost 3 months of not being able to visit my blog, not knowing where to start catching up, and I begin by writing about Criminal Minds is already a statement itself.

BAU rocks! :D *super wide smile*

PS
25 more days and I'll be able to meet my boys, Derek and Spencer, again....

...

Where do I begin?....